My hope in this journaling is to distance myself from my feelings of same gender attraction and getting proper encouragement from others like me that are out there. Writing about this helps me to keep a proper spiritual perspective.
I want to be a stronger individual and I hope that by writing down my feelings I can grow to love myself, something that I have learned that is not the case.
I hate who I am, and for the way that I feel. I wish that I were born normal and that it would be easier to live my life in the gospel.
I hope that I can gain greater insight by writing my feelings here.